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>>>>committed suicide?
>>>
>>> "Suicide is a serious risk for people suffering with Borderline
>>> Personality Disorder (BPD) that must always be taken seriously. One in
>>> ten sufferers of BPD dies by suicide. The BPD suicide rate is similar
>>> to that for patients with Schizophrenia and major mood disorder." >>>
>>>
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>>Flitwick Nick.
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> "Delusional stalkers frequently have had little, if any, contact with
> their victims. They may have major mental illnesses like
> schizophrenia, manic-depression or erotomania. What they all have in
> common is some false belief that keeps them tied to their victims." >
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Nick. I've told you that whilst I am flattered that you want to discuss your condition with me I do not feel qualified to offer any further help and I feel that you would be best to look for help in your town.
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this covers Flitwick and I am sure that they will give you all the help you need and will not judge you. Usenet is NOT the place for you to openly discuss your health issues.