raining like hell outside... smoking up to ease the pain today, sittin in the house by myself for a week now, except when I leave for duty... the time gets slower on a sunday night because she's with her hippy sister and I know that there's a whole slew of bullshit going back and forth in that madhouse and I have to trust her right? I'm pretending I trust her right now and tryin to not do it alone
because she said she was going to call again after I called her this evening finally, and yeah there's the counselling "I'm gonna do what the counselor says", oh and lets not go there with the
I said i'd give it till 9 PM then the phone gets cut and buried for the night that's the plan all a brother can tolerate