and still no word from my wife. how could she do this? I was so bad to her I guess... my sister said she was right to leave and I have to get my act together.
but my wife said she'd be there for me even though she doesn't want to come back and what about the counselling and our kid I miss so much i guess afer all of the damage i did all i can do is pray to god ... how could she do this to me, why was i so bad to her