Hi guys.
I am disappointed and endlessly saddened to report that my marriage seems to have come to an end. Kidd and I have gone through some tough times economically and other external influences like the athmosphere at my work has caused both of us to close up and get depressed. Somewhere along the way we forgot to be there for one another, or weren't able to communicate. She has made the mental decision to break up a long time ago, but for me this is new.
Needless to say, I am crushed. I love my wife to no end, and she loves me too but more as a friend than a husband. I understand. I thought we had something so special between us that nothing could break it, but I can't ask any more of her, she has been miserable too for a long time, and her faith of things being able to get better has died. (Mine has not)
We are finally able to push aside all animosity and negativity and communicate again, but it's too late to save our marriage. We will save our special friendship however, and we will still be a key part in each others' lives, also for the two kids we have together. Poor little things.
I decided to write about this here in Ramva, because our love story started here and we have long time friends here.
I gotta tell you, I feel like shit. I have never felt this bad inside.
Keep us both in your prayers and send us all the luck you can, so we can get through this and make the best of what we have left.
Rebound girlfriend applications will likely be rejected but who knows. Send a photo. ;)
Jan