I'm glad you know what you're taklking about. Keep it up you may convince yourself that you are perfectly normal instead of a sad, twisted, waste of space on the Sex Offenders register.
Perhaps we should think of you as Voldemort. You certainly have some things in common. A few that spring to mind are both of you are social outcasts, both selfish in the extreme, with absolutely no thought or feeling for another living creature and both evil stealers of innocence.
You'll get what you deserve one of these days and I hope it is extremely painfull.